There are times when i just cant help but think back. i know i messed things up and i'm sorry for that, but you also did something wrong. everyday i try to wear a mask to look happy, but deep inside, i'm hurting. Yes, this may sound pathetic, i'm still not over you. i keep on asking myself why. i couldn't answer myself. weeks ago i thought i was over you. one day, a friend told me i was not. his words kept echoeing in my ears. in the end, i realized, yes, he was right.
this sucks. why do i have to go through all this shit? is it just me or what? a part of me wants to let go of it all but part is also telling me to keep it. i'm confused. a part of me wants to see you everyday, while the other squirms at the sight of your shadow. damn, i'm totally fucked up.
i'll get over you. someday, i will.
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