today is febuary 9, 2005, chinese new year. later i'll be at the UP gym to attend the stunts workshop and the training for the concert. last night i was joging at the acad oval with RJ. there were moment of silence where both of us just kept quiet, focused on jogging and pondered on some thoughts. there were a lot of things racing inside my head, acads, pep life, family, friends and the dreaded love life. here i go again thinking of you. yesterday i talked to a friend about you. i know i'm so stupid. i try to hang on to the good memories that we've had. sooner or later, i have to let go of them. i hope i let go of it now. but, how soon is now? it has been months, still a part of me is chained to those thoughts.
whatever. screw love. i guess i'm one of the many people who experience this longing feeling as Valentines day draws near. another year of feeling lonely and down. i ahve my friends with me. i guess that will be enough to warm me up on monday.
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