hahay...for the past days i was a witness to a series of both fortunate and unfortunate events. i saw andrea and jerry celebrate their first anniversary as a couple. i was one of the first people who knew that guy broke up with his bf. these are just some of the many things that happened during the week.
for me, nothing really happened with my good 'ol boring life. all i want right now is to get into the line up. i have to get in. it's my last year and i have to make the most out of it.
as for my lovelife, well, we have always been together for the past days. we go to class together, walk home after class and training, have shake at casaa and the like. happy. this is the word that one would assume that i feel right now. yes, i am happy. but no longer feel the same kilig moments i felt months ago.
i have, in a way, learned to let go of the pain that he caused me. though my my heart's still a bit broken, i have learned to overcome the loneliness i felt when we parted ways. i lost a big part of me when he left. and now, i'm trying to find myself again.
letting go. so easy to say yet so hard to do. but luckily, i'm doing good. i'm proud of myself. yes, is till have feelings for him. it is not easy to let it all go. all the good memories and times that we shared. that's all i've got.
i dont want to go one thinking of him. this blog became my refuge when i wanted to write down all my thoughts and feelings. the internet was my friend when i neede somebody to listen to what i had to say. the internet is the silent friend who never got tired of listning to all the shit that i had to say.
all i know is that i'm moving on.
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